My Handmade ceramic jewelry!!!!!

Here are some more pictures of the things i have made. I need to add more pictures and I have sooo much more than this! If you check out our facebook page you can keep up to date with what ive got going on. Currently making a bracelet for a young woman who ordered with us with the skull lady charms. If you want anything with a date, or a name all you have to do is let us know and we will make it to order! I take cash for local orders if you are within a certain distance from me. I do email invoice through paypal for anyone out of state. I do not ship international. All sales final. No refunds accepted. If items arrive broken or if you are not satisfied, we will remake items and send them to you on us. You do not have to repay. Will only remake items once. After that, you are on your own. 

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My review on.....

My review on the movie 'The other Woman'.

Honestly, if you have ever been cheated on, don't go see this movie. The title says it all about this movie. If you go to see this expecting a totally different movie, you're an idiot. This movie is about a woman who is in love with someone who is married, someone who is cheating on his wife. His wife, obviously, finds out that he is cheating on her and this is where everything turns real. All the tears, all the pain, all the questions, are what you think when your told something like this. In real life. In actual life, these are the things that us woman feel when we are told by someone that we, thought cared,  just cheated on us.

 I went and saw this movie with my mom for mothers day. She wanted to see if. I didn't. I knew what the movie was about, and i didn't even have to look the movie up. All the questions that his wife wanted to know, i wanted to know myself when my boyfriend told me he cheated. The stupidest of questions are the ones we want to know. Questions that we know deep down will just destroy us. Things we don't need to know, but yet the desire to know is there.

Now this movie did have a fake moment. The end. The women never get revenge. That's the true. The real reality is the guy goes out to screw someone else while the woman sits in her house, room, apartment, whatever; emotionally eating her pain away watching the saddest romance movie she could find. Constantly checking her phone to see if he will call or text. Pacing back and forth, thinking to herself "this is all your fault. If you weren't working so much, or in school so much, or this or that, he would of never cheated. Then you start to wonder if he will come back. But lets be honest with ourselves ladies, The only reason guys come back in this situation, is because they cant find any. Cant find anyone willing to have sex with them and they know you will do anything because they know how long to leave you alone with yourself, to destroy yourself, all they have to do is put on a fake smile and say everything is OK.

 But once a cheater, always a cheater. I've sadly come to know this. Every guy I've dated, been in a relationship with, has cheated on me. And i always blame myself. Is it my fault? How is anyone to really know. No one is truthful now a days. Seems like the smallest thing like drinking a can of soda is a damn secret now, so we get to sit and wonder if it was our fault or if we just dated a dickhead.

what are we supposed to do?

A little about me....

I want to tell you all a story. A true story. About me.

August 17,2011: I was sitting in a hospital room with IVs in my arms, in the worst pain i could imagine. What just happened? I know i just had surgery but the pain i felt was more than that. It went deeper than any pain has ever before. It was all brought on by one word. One tiny little word that is so evil, so awful just hearing it can kill the happiest of days. A word that sends chills down your spine. A word that every man should fear. Cancer. At the age of 19, I was hit with this word. This word ruined my life. Granted i am still alive but my life will never be as it was. At 19, you have everything to look forward to. College, getting the career you've always wanted, getting married and starting a family. But not for me. At 19 the only thing i could think about is if i was going to make it another day. On August 17, 2011 they removed my right ovary and more than half my left one. They ran all the tests and came out to be borderline ovarian cancer. Now According to my Dr. borderline ovarian cancer means you have cancer but it cant kill you. That is what i was told. So for the next few months i had to deal with doctor visits and checkups which were annoying to me, since i hated hospitals and doctors. 

December 2011, I had a CT scan which showed a mass on the very little ovary i had left. I decided to leave it alone and see if it would go away. As i sit and talk with my Doctor, she reveals to me that i have a very small chance of getting pregnant. A 2% chance. To me, in my head, 2% isn't enough. At 19 I was basically told that i cannot have children of my own. Now at first, I always thought i never wanted kids. They're loud, messy, expensive and you lose a lot of freedom when you have kids. But as soon as your told that you cant have kids, that's all you want. After I was told, it seemed like everyone i went to high school with said "lets all get pregnant together" and started having kids. My best friend had a child. Do you know how hard it is to be happy for all your friends but have their happiness crush you to the point of wanting to die? That's what seeing people have kids is doing to me. Every time i get on Facebook, it seems like another person is having a baby and it ends up ruining my mood and my day. Its not their fault by any means but its still too hard for me to deal with. Will i ever get over it? 

To be continued........